Friday, August 5, 2011

♥ Life

Hi~

Is been too long that I contact with my blog! Haiya!
Many things Happened after the latest update!

I think that was my experience that those we suffer in this world?
Although that I never been tried , but I get experience from my imagination.
I know that everyone will said that I am stupid think too much that was just unreal.
But not , it was real! What I imagine the way of life , suffering from relationship , work and family.
It was reality when I imagine it. I save a lot of friends in their relationship. Every couple or single person would need someone to guide them in their life. Is true!

Is GREAT to know me!
I have a wish that I wanna become an Artist!
I believe it will come true! Don't know when? But One day!

Thanks for reading my blog~
Smile always! :)

I AM GRUMPY.
3:36 AM

Monday, April 4, 2011

♥ Notes`

You should forget about what happen...

Just think that was a nightmare for you...

You have your boyfriend,he did give you happy days...

Without any worries , any stress and felt free...

Just do what you always do...

I will do something that is worth...

I never forget about our promises...

I will be there,If you really find me...I hope so...

I want to tell you that I want is just to see you feel freely and full with happiness...

You asked me why I Love You?

This is my answer , Why you love him? How you felt about him , then is why I love you and how I felt about you.

Thanks for the pic ya...

Take care , my...

I AM GRUMPY.
6:49 AM

Sunday, April 3, 2011

♥ Notes~

I been thinking long time ago and now I felt that I'm tired to think...

My memory getting old,because I think too much...

Be grateful of what you get in your life...

Be grateful of what you want in your life...

As long as you are now feeling happy...

Life is just like a candle with a fire...

Once the fire is off...

Means our life is ended...

Love is just like a cup of glass...

When you fill it with water,then your glass will be perfect...

But when the glass is broke,then the water will spread out become tears...

Memories just like a diary in our heart...

When you don't want to think it back...

You can just erase it at your diary...

Or change a new diary...

I AM GRUMPY.
1:35 AM

Saturday, April 2, 2011

♥ Notes of the Day~

I miss you without showing you , I love you without showing you. I done everything without letting you know. It doesn't matter that you know or not , just be happy that what you have now. We will still keep in touch,whenever you need me. I'll be there for you. If you wan borrow my shoulder even how far am I. Never mind , I still will be there to let you cry. I will always standing beside you,watching you and taking care for you. sleep well ya <3

I AM GRUMPY.
9:01 AM

Monday, March 28, 2011

♥ Um , Is just a question. You can answered it tomorrow.

Sometimes , I really don't understand why. Why everyone can get what they want. But why me cant? I do the best , I do the right & I change for it. Until the end , still same. I cant even get it at all. Guys you really lucky , you can get what you want. So you need to treasure it. You saw me? What I have is just being alone. Haha , funny...

Is the god playing me? Or hate me? Am I that so annoy to you? Or I am just a animal that you wont care and just treat me like that? I wanna know why , why you wan me to born in this world? Why you still wanna hurt me? Why cant you treasure me? Tell me the reason please...

Do you know that in this world most suffer is what? Is love & cares. Family love , family cares , friendships or with your beloved one. I knew that there is billion of people are handicap. Then why you wan them to be born? Why wan them to suffer? Why? Can you tell me the reason please...

Is just a question in my mind..for those who same class with me. If you felt that you can answered me , just tell me the reason why.. =)

To my friends ,

I didn't emotional , just a question only...

Don't be so serious ya ^^

I AM GRUMPY.
6:29 AM

Sunday, March 27, 2011

♥ I been thinking long long long time ago...

I been thinking long time ago...

I am that stupid and silly...

Even thought all my friends said that how much I am that stupid...

I wont mind :)

What you did , what you show , how hurt that I get in my heart...

I will forgive you...

No matter what had happened , how you change in front of me...

Never mind , I still forgive you...

I don't want you to feel so regret or inferiority (自卑)...

Nothing is impossible in my world...

I don't care how cold you treat me,I will do care you as much as I am still here...

I AM GRUMPY.
2:54 AM

Friday, March 25, 2011

♥ Thanks that you been following me many years...

I don't know why that you will follow me when the day I born in this world..

Can you please tell me why?

Why must always I am the lucky one in this world?

Why things happened so suddenly?

Why chosen me?

I born that time , why my closer brother leave me all alone?

Brother , you know how much that I so miss you till now?

I hope you still here be with me in my heart!

Brother I want to tell you my story , I would like you to listen about your little brother!

Your little brother was sent to primary school name SJKC Lok Yuk. When he was primary one , he so scare go to school , meet new friends. He is a very shy person,he cried in the class. He cheats when the teacher testing our spelling.He so scare that teacher scold him and punish him.

But teacher just warned him.He feel that lucky.

Primary 2

His family changed a lot , when you go somewhere far apart..

Do you know that your little brother really miss you deep?

Primary 3

He learn stealing classmate pencil and eraser. He changed his attitude , because of what his parents did to him. He never gonna forgot what they did! After this happened to him,he never afraid the bullier in the school.

Primary 4

He was very naughty , he got many case disciplines. His parents came to school and just slap him in front of everyone.He never gonna forgot about this!

Primary 5

Bullier bully him , he fight for it! Then discipline teacher asked his parents to come to school.Then when he back home,he was kicked out of the house. Staying outside of the house , it was so scold and dark.

Primary 6

He most remember that what his father said to him! ''Dad , what do you think about me? Am I your son?!'' asked by your little brother. ''I thought you as my dog so?!'' dad replied.

Damn , he hurt his son deeply in the heart. After that time , he never gonna forgot what his dad said to him. He cried , I need YOU brother! Where you been? Why do you leave me when I was a baby?!! I HATE YOU! T-T

After graduated , the school sent him to SMK Lok Yuk.

Remove class,

Everyday he gave people bully,some more those gangster asked him go to the hall. It happened,all the student gang bang him. He was really so afraid and cried! Who care him!?

Form 1

He starting to follow those people that involve about gangster. He been bad and good in those day. He had many case , he give scold many times. He felt that he was lacking of love and cares!

Form 2

His friends couple with a girl. He felt that he fall in love with the girl.name ...

He din't do anything , but is your little brother 1st love in the whole life.

He thought that he really can be with the girl.But he not dare to tell her that I Love You.

Never mind , he continues wait...

Form 3

The memorable about PMR. At the 1st month , he really took his dare to ask the girl for a chances,what happened? He been rejected , he was such a silly boy. He was very sad , he felt that he wanted to suicide. But he didn't , he give himself a confidence to wait and make a good relationship with her.He really did a good relationship with the girl. But when PMR that time ,I had a bad dream.I dream that A boy asked her a chances and she gave the boy a chances.The boy really ask her for a chances , she really gave the boy a chances. That day was my worst day ever in my whole life. I can't do anything ,what I did is just shutting my mouth out. She go near me and asked what happened ? That time I didn't respond anything to her. In the afternoon , I was opened my mind. I know what to do. Since she like that boy and gave him a chances. I hope that she is very happy to be with him. So when the day end , I told her ''It was nothing happened,I am fine. You better don't know it''. I don't want her to know what happen that time.Because I love her , I don't want give her any stress some more I really did care her too.She was your little brother love in the whole life. Last of the 2010 December , he changed a lot. He always be by her side,taking care of her. She was hurt because of ... But He always standing beside her , accompany her , give her a heart full with love. She ask him , ''can we be friends forever?''. He replied ''yes''.She ask again ''What i did to you or I hurt you , will you forgive me always?''. He replied ''yes , I will always forgive you. No matter what you did.'' She ask the last question ''Why you treat me so good?'' .He was stunning and just said ''cause you are my friend''. Actually he wanted to say that , because He Love You. But he was scare that you will reject him or ignore him again. So he didn't say it out about what he felt. It was happy that she felt better.

Form 4

He was shock that He was in the same class with her.Unfortunately...

I'm tired to think about it, To be continued...

To The girl:

After reading about my story..

Please don't think anything silly..

Don't ever give yourself stress..

He still need you to understand him and care him..

But he wouldn't become the worst boy in your life...

Because he still remember what He PROMISED You..

Let him love you till the day ends..

Means , he will wait you after fin SPM..

Since you know well him..

Don't ever felt sorry to him..

He wont accept your apologize..

Because He will forgive you always!

And and and He still will be your friend! =^v^=

Like last time~

Stay cool~

Thanks For Reading~

I AM GRUMPY.
1:22 AM